I just tried to put a pillowcase on my being because I thought it was a shirt, that's how out of clothes I am. Oh laundry day, how I despise thee.

My hair smells like campfire. There is no logical reason as to why it smells like campfire.

Maybe there is a slow secretion of internal combustion eating away at my head and the smoke smell is the result of this.

I can think of one logical reason as to why my hair smells like campfire.

It's just an allusion caused by the world spinning round

These are just such beautiful lyrics.

Do you realize
That happiness makes you cry?
Do you realize
That everyone you know someday will die?

And instead of saying all of your goodbyes
Let them know you realize that life goes fast
It's hard to make the good things last
You realize the sun doesn't go down
It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
-The Flaming Lips

The ability to love and be loved is the most wonderful gift God has given us. I feel like expressing your love is so so important. Sometimes people forget and they need to be reminded that you care. Some things just cannot be expressed by words. Like this song says life is short so it's important to enjoy the good, because there's plenty of good.
I feel blessed that I can experience so many emotions. To quote another song, "Without the sour, the sweet wouldn't please." One needs the other, the other needs the one. When something bad happens it's not the end of the world you know? I love the sun imagery in these lyrics. The sun gets its light from Christ right? So, life gets in the way and it seems like God has deserted you but He hasn't. Even if you cannot see Him at this particular moment He is still there influencing your life night and day.

My favorite is Howard

Big Bang Theory Marathon tonight with the crew.

This one is just funny


Howard however creep he is, is my favorite

stellar weekend yo

Play this song while you read this post.


So, once upon a time this weekend we had a three day long 4th of July! I love the fourth. Mostly cause Richfield's 4th is BAMF, but also..nooo mostly just cause Richfield's 4th is BAMF.

Friday. I went over to a girl's house on my crew to party. We made candy sushi,


played just dance,that obviously is not us but it is THE BEST GAME EVER,

then we watched Seven Brides for Seven Brothers on the side of her house,
it was quite satisfying to lay there spooning amongst blankets and pillows, gazing at the stars, and listening to "Bless Her Beautiful Hide". Needless to say we all fell asleep and didn't wake up until two in the morning. These are all people who are used to going to bed at ten and waking up at 5:30 mind you.


Saturday. My uncle's work was a sponsor for the Stadium of Fire so we got third row tickets, plus a banquet beforehand, to see someone who's name I don't remember but played an awesome fiddle, the Second Generation Osmonds, Carrie Underwood, and the Five Browns. Plus crazy, psycho fireworks. Then we drove to Richfield to stay at my Grandma's house.

Sunday. Church was cool. Hanging out with cousins was super duper fun. The Big Bang Theory=brilliance.

Monday. Richfield parade with FRUTIES!!
the best candy in the world. Then there was the usual parade of vintage tractors and old cars alike, but REAL floats. Not the fake decorated boats and trucks Kaysville likes to pretend are parade floats, but legit like Macy's Day Parade floats (but not quite that hardcore). Then to the carnival at the park, fourwheeling around in the nearby mountains, and delicious meals prepared by my G-ma. Finally the fireworks. You've never seen fireworks like little, hickville Richfield puts them on. I counted no less then NINE different spots that illegal fireworks were being set off. Part of the time I was honestly getting sick from swiveling my head around to watch them all, and the other part of the time I was cowering in my seat on the grass trying to present a smaller target for the neighbors fireworks across the street. You know you're in Richfield when the real fireworks show starts after the city fireworks are over.


Tuesday. I didn't have to work today either cause of budget cuts going on in the school district, whoop. So, we drove home this morning. Tonight is another work party which includes a barbecue, tye-dye, slip&slide, and other loveliness.

My favorite part of the whole weekend was a tweenish girl at the stadium of fire wearing a British Flag shirt. Hmmm?? I think she might have been a little confused.

God's golden shore y'all

That George Clooney. What a stud. I'd tap that any day. I just watched "O Brother Where Art Thou". Finally. I wasn't disappointed. I love movies that aren't what you see everyday. They make me pull out my thinking cap and start analyzing parts of the film that sometimes gloss over me if it's a standard Hollywood film. I just feel no need if they're Hollywood standard based, generally. The soundtrack is also great.

Renaldo is dead. For reals. :(
I smell.
It's finally Friday tomorrow.
Graduate school back East. Hurry up.
I need to finish painting my shoes.
Tye-dye
Jane Eyre
Blah bla bla bluebbee bleub bla.
New phone
A crush to pass the time.
Time to dye my purple back to brown.
sleeeeep.

That's all that's on my mind.